*My Own Worst Enemy, Love Lost*

Someone I love is so sick that it’s deadly. They were diagnosed with Stage 2 Renal Failure. This person I love immensely. She means the world to me and I screwed things up again. Everything I say comes out wrong and I hurt her. We’ve had our ups and downs but because of my emotional problems I wasn’t able to give her what she needed and deserved. I know so much of it is a misundering but I still hurt her and lost her. But the heartbreaking thing is I’m going to lose her more than one way. I was scared with her sickness, scared that I would be without her but instead of holding her close because of my emotional problems I kept her at a distance. If anyone deserves happiness it is her. She is beautiful and amazing in every way. The thought of her being gone and the world loaing her shine forever kills me but what kills me more is I’m too late to spend time with her before something could happen to her. I am my own worst enemy and have lost 4 years of love and pain. But what is so painful to me is knowing that her light is not going to continue to shine. So young, amazing and beautiful things get cut short. What I would do for a chance to let her know she really is loved and really is the light of my light. She has been my light through many dark moments. All I pray is that she is able to find peace and be able to forgive me even if its at a distance.

*No Rest for the Wicked*

Hello lovelies๐Ÿ’–, I’m sitting here posting to you guys in the middle of the night๐ŸŒŒ because my brain doesn’t want to shut off. I’ve been devouring a new book.๐Ÿ“– I have kids and have plans to get my Jesus๐Ÿ•‡ on tomorrow with a friend but my book๐Ÿ“— keeps giving me that look.๐Ÿ‘€ You know that look like ๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽค*baby come back, you can blame it all on me!!!*๐ŸŽถ My body is telling me noooo but my mind that’s right my mind is telling me yes๐ŸŽต๐Ÿ“ป!!! I feel my eyes begin to sag๐Ÿ˜ฅ and feel like I’m going to be taken to Dreamland๐Ÿ˜ช but it’s not that easy because the sheep๐Ÿ‘ I’m counting jumping over the damn fence turn into books!!!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ‘ BAH! BAH! Well anyways does anyone else battle this sleeping๐Ÿ˜ซ disorder maybe not in the demented way I do but you get the picture.๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿค˜Rock on loves๐Ÿ’– and here is to another sleepless night๐ŸŒŒ!

Watch “Columbia SC Horrific Flooding, I Saved My Totino’s PIZZA during the flood” on YouTube


So we had a horrific flood not too long back here in South Carolina. This video went viral. It still makes me crack up!!! Check out the link below to check out the video via YouTube๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ•๐Ÿ•โ›†โ›ˆ

*Review: The Woman in Cabin 10 by Ruth Ware*

Good afternoon fellow book nerdigans! I finished this awesome book last night and wanted to share my review with you awesome folks! I chose this title because I am crazy about whodunit mystery books and I needed some suspense in my life! This is my first book to read of Ruth Ware’s and was intrigued by fellow book lovers’ reviews!

Synopsis: Lo Blacklock suddenly awakes from her sleep with an uneasiness. She realizes that something is wrong. Suddenly Lo is faced with an intruder. Lo is traumatized by this event but because she is granted the opportunity of the lifetime for her career as a travel journalists she plans a trip. Even with anxiety from the burglary Lo goes on the Auroroa, a cruise liner that is loaded with luxurious decor and benefits. The first night of the trip, after having too many drinks with her peers, Lo hears and sees something tragic! In her heart Lo believes something bad has happened to the girl she met in Cabin 10. Everyone on the ship tries to dismiss her and what she knows she saw. They blame it on her medication, drinking and being paranoid from the burglary. Is this just a fragment of her imagination? Is there a murderer on board? Can she trusts her peers including her ex boyfriend Ben? Will she survive this trip? Read this book to find out!!!

So, I give this book 5 out of 5 stars! This book was exactly what I was craving and would gladly read it again in the future. This book had me turning pages like crazy and gave me a modernized Agatha Christie feel. I was shocked by the ending and there were so many twists and turns! I just want more and sad that it’s over!!! I can’t wait to check out Ruth Ware’s other books! Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend! You guys rock socks!๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค“๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ‰โ˜•

Which Famous Writers Share Your Astrology Sign?๐ŸŒ’๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“

When I first read the First Harry Potter book as a youngen, I always thought it was cool that I shared his birthday! It is so awesome to find out J.K. Rowling also shares my birthday! Yay for Leos!โ™Œ๐ŸŒ’๐ŸŒ 

Literati Pulp

by Regina Kenneyย 

Maybe astrology is a whole lot of hooeyโ€ฆ But it is a fun mental exercise to dwell on different personality traits, see commonalities between people and ponder how they relate to your own self.

(And maybe itโ€™s not all hocus-pocus, mumbo-jumbo! There is a growing body of science about the affects of birth month on personality. [Time wrote a wonderful article in April 2017 about the very topic: โ€œHow the Month You Were Born Affects Your Personality.โ€])

For your mental pleasure, here is a list of famous writers who share your star-sign.

March 21-April 19

AriesJames Patterson
22 March 1947 ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ย 

Flannery Oโ€™Connor
25 March 1925

Robert Frost
26 March 1874

Tennessee Williams
26 March 1911

Martin McDonagh

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